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Well it's been over a year...
I just didn't have anything to say. I still don't, but at least I found my way back to art again, thanks to one special person.
So I'll probably upload some new fotos and maybe even some pencil work (if I'm not too shy xD) in the next couple of days.


- MississippiMudPie

Easter Holidays!!!! xD

Grrrr, my best friend is in New York right now, another one's going to France...
and I'm here, in good old Germany, having nothing to do -.-'

Ah well. I'll just enjoy my free time ^^


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(Fernweh T.T)

Well, I mentioned the China exchange once before I think...
Anyway, I was in China from October 29th to November 11th and it was GREAT!
The first week I spent in my exchange partner's family in Huzhou. We got along so well and I cried like a baby when I had to leave -.- Gosh I miss her.
The second week we travelled alone (Germans only). We visited Hangzhou, Shanghai, Suzhou and of course Beijing.
The food was... interesting, to say the least xD
I was glad and sad at the same time when we got back to Germany. China is definately an experience, so if you ever get the chance... ^.~

I'll upload some pics sometime... Great Wall and stuff like that ^^

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Ich glaub, den Chinaaustausch hab ich schon mal erwähnt...?
Naja, jedenfalls war ich vom 29. Oktober bis zum 11. November in China und es war echt geil.
Die erste Woche war ich in der Familie meiner Austauschpartnerin in Huzhou. Wir ham uns echt so toll verstanden und ich hab geflennt wie ein Baby als wir wieder gehen mussten... Wäh, ich vermiss sie so...
In der zweiten Woche sind wir Deutsche allein rumgereist und haben Hangzhou, Shanghai, Suzhou und natürlich Peking besichtigt.
Das Essen war zum Teil wirklich... interessant. (kann's einfach nicht haben, wenn das Essen einen noch anguckt *schluck*)
Ich war froh und traurig zugleich als wir dann wieder in Deutschland waren. China ist auf jeden Fall eine Erfahrung wert, also falls ihr mal die Gelegenheit bekommt... ^.~

Ich lad irgendwann mal noch paar Bilder hoch... Chinesische Mauer und sowas... ^^

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

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School started again and yay, I made it into 12th grade. I'm still amazed over the fact that I made it this far with being so lazy! -.-'

In the holidays I wanted to go to France with my dad for 2 weeks. We made it to Paris and had to leave after two DAYS. Why? He broke his foot while walking down the stairs of the Sacré Coeur. So we spent 4 hours in the hospital in Paris, where they first had to find an English speaking doc somewhere. Yep, that was an adventure, I can tell you.

But at least I was able to spent one week in Berlin with my best friend, took a lot of embarrasising pictures, tricked some bouncers into believing we were 18, did some dirty dancing and just had fun. At least at night. At day she dragged me into every museum the city has to offer, as well as the Brandenburger Tor, Siegessäule, Reichstag, Checkpoint Charlie, Holocaust Memorial... Needless to say, my feet were killing me.

Oh oh OH! I will go to China in October!!! *already so excited*
I took part in our school's exchange with a school in Huzhou, near Shanghai. Before the holidays started my Chinese exchange student spent a week here with me in Germany and it was soooo great. We got along with each other so well, I didn't want to let her go, really. She quickly became a friend I don't wanna miss and I can't wait to see her again.

So, yeah, waiting for October now ^.~